Best ke buat blog? Ko buat blog ni, ada orang baca ke? Cool eh buat blog?

Somebody hit me with that array of questions; as if I care that much to even think about it. And I just brushed that question mark off with - I simply blog because I love to write, and it’s a way for me to be transparent, and sometimes, text speaks louder than words.

Blogging for me is not just about money, fame, Jacuzzis full of sexy nude readers and whatever not, but it is far beyond that. I don’t write to satisfy anyone, I don’t wrte to make anyone feel good or feel bad about whatever, I just write to satisfy myself and my dick.

Blogging can make you look cool? All hail my trademark middle finger to anyone trying to look cool by trying to impress anyone by blogging. It is not about making an impression to others dude, as blogging is about a way of treating your dick well, and pampering it tenderly and by shouting your heart out like you are outcrying in outer space, where nasty words and vulgar slang is tolerable and you might experience the best of feeling ever in return. And that’s how I define blogging and how I enjoy doing it, no matter what others say about me indulging myself into it.

It is a nasty and wicked world of blogosphere, that’s what I’ve told to many friends I know who are currently eyeing to make their move in this world. And I always said, if you have a computer connected to the internet and a brain full of things to say, and you have no one to hear you giving your sermon, you are without doubt welcomed to this world. And it wouldn’t be a matter if people read it or not, it is the matter of have you said it or not. If you have written it, it is a huge denotation that you have said it. That’s when satisfaction would say hello, and you can bid insecurities fuck off.

On a serious note, and how I view this matter on a bigger scale of perspective is that, the time of droopiness and the stupid apathy for the Malaysian youth is over. We need to keep on writing and speaking out. We need to keep on learning and thinking, to let everyone know our views and broaden the eminence of our words. The time is now and the need for us to continue, or start doing these things, is even greater than before. No one can deny that our country is on the threshold of great changes, and history will never forgive us if we, the youth, stand submissively by and say no of being actors in it. Now is not the time to depart into our old shells. We need to be a part of our nation, a part of our world and we can only do this by connecting with and understanding each other. The key is we have to read, think, listen, speak, write, and then share it with the world. And that’s why I choose to blog rather than watching porn. OK OK my bad I’m passing off - that’s why I choose to blog rather than hisap dadah.

And credits to that person who questioned on why I’ve been blogging all this while, for he made me want to write even more and yes, made me want to say the magic word fuck more frequently in my writings.

P.S. Blog is fine. Where you can be a fancy person, and set yourself free from any sense of insecurities, and combine your neuroticism and egoism in a simple method of writing. Quote me if you feel like the phrase makes sense. It took me an hour of lying on my bed and another hour of kicking Nike ball late at night while having a nice chat with fellow Blok A mates to make up the words.